Wat can i say..

i cant slp.. maybe its the aftermath of last nite.. i have been thinking about her the whole day.. even when i'm driving back just now. i was thinking so much about her i almost got into an accident..

sighx.. she was great.. just great. if i was to get someone for the rest of my life, i'll get someone like her..

though its been more den a mth.. there was never a day i have stopped thinking about her or miss her..

it seems like ever since the day we parted, i cant find myself back on track..
ever since we parted, i haven stop thinkin about her..

everything song i listen to, every Love i see, every couple i walk pass, i think of her..

why i reacted so badly to her was mainly becus i know we can never be together anymore.. she has found someone else and i dun wan her to know tt i am still being hurt, tts something a guy shldn't be doing yah.. shld be stand up straight like nth happened.

i cant. it was too much..

and for once i am willing to let me emotions take over me..

i regretted what i did last nite..

i missed out the 1 chance to see her again..

i missed out the 1 chance to talk to her face to face..

why am i crying again..

i would have already cried her a river..

and yet i'm still crying now..

she meant so much.. so much that nth else matters..

i'm just lost.. i'm still lost.. i think i will be for who knows how long..

i'm wrong.. i'm so wrong..

i hate myself for doing things out of anger and regret so much later..

i hate it..

i cant stop crying.. after so many days i still miss her so much.. i miss her like crazy.. though we not be together anymore. i will miss her badly.. even if what happened in the past. she has never left my heart..

i love u kelly.. and i miss u greatly..