Last day of the month..

yes its the last day of the month.. though its rather 30th night.. but past 12am anyway.

sighx.. jan just past like this..

i have been thinking about what happened that night and her again while driving back home just now.. seems like i will keep thinking about it.. the feeling of sadness, where u feel ur heart sink way low.. and its too heavy to even carry up..

why does it have to be like this.. why why why.. if i have a chance.. i will talk nicely.. i swear~!

oh well tml i'm doing duty.. sianz.. another day in camp.. probably i wun be thinking about it? hmm maybe i will.. i dunno.. i think i'm more depressed in camp den at home..

i just wanna say i'm sorry for what i have said..

nth matters more now den to seek ur forgiveness..

yah..

very depressed.. very low morale.. very sick and tired of myself..

sighx..
(to be continued)

its 2am and i still cant slp..