26th March, Its today.

To some people, this day 26th March 2007 might be just another ordinary monday which involves going to work or sch.

But 2yrs ago on this date, i was the happiest man in the whole wide world. Because at that time i tot i found someone i could spend the rest of my life with, someone who i love alot and who loves me alot too.

2yrs later today, i am left with nothing. Happy 2yrs ani it could haf been. Sad to say, it will never be. Sighx..

Although this next song might not be the best or appropreiate song for the feelings now but i wanna dedicate this song to her. U shld know who u are if u are reading this now.

Its called : In Love Again

when you smile my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
i'll be hypnotized when i looked into your eyes
turn off the room light let's spend the night

take me to far away
away to your secret place
take my tears my fears
take all my pain for which
i'll repay someday
with a kiss and say
can't believe that i'm in love in love again

when the stars don't shine
and when the birds don't fly
and when the flowers cry
and when the rain runs dry
when the violet's red
when the rose turn blue
baby i'll still be inlove with you



I miss you girl, kelly.

Alone

Once again i'm home alone. Parents are overseas and sis at her hse.. oh well its not the first time i'm all alone at home taking care of chores and also living a life of my own alone.

Just flippin thru my HR mgt book that i borrowed. But doesn't seem to absorb anything from the book. the silence in the hse scares me sometimes. So this is actually how it feels to be staying alone without any family around you.

and yesh, i do feel lonely now.

oh well.. i guess its just part of my life. Being independent and everything.

read an article about self purpose. guess i will work on it and make myself useful.

man am i lonely after that 1yrs plus relationship with someone special always with me. now tt i'm all alone, i see how life is and adapt to the quietness around me. its raining outside and i just sit here listening to soothing music. Chill is the word i would describe. Chilling is what i am doing now.

i foresee so much future. but am i up to it yet.

Am i a man already to take up everything tts in my way.

just hate the lonely feeling. but guess it does make me think about life more. importance of family and friends.

and also a better clear view of who and what kind of ger i would spend my rest of my life with.