28.10

As i sit infront of my com in a half dead mode due to my illness and the mixture of medications i took, i manage to pull myself to at least blog for the 4th day of Jan. Oh its already the 5th.

Time flies. So much has happened. sometimes what ever u do now or have done in the past. Just sitting down and think about it helps u recall and re evaluate yourself, what have u done wrong, what u should have done, what u shld treasure what u shldn't. What you should have gone for and hold on what u shldn't have.

Its all part and pacel of life that has to be gone through to really learn and enrich yourself with.

Life is just like this.. all the ups and the downs. U never know the next thing u gona do will be the thing u regret 1yr later.

anyway i'm down with flu and sorethroat.. damn.. why get sick now.. maybe too much booze from the holidays. Will have to take medication and drink lots of water.

Weather this few days has been on off raining. Its just like my feelings, my heart. It sometimes doesn't cry but it doesn't bright up like usual. And when it starts crying, it cried big but doesn't last long.

yesh i'm still sad over it.. i'll still think about it.. i'll still be the same me till i dunno when..

turning in early today. cant take it anymore!! needa get some rest!

sighx..(to be continued)